Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?

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I’ve been really worried about my identity lately.

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I know it’s impossible to articulate who I am, but I’m really afraid of other’s projections on me. I keep envisioning myself as a white piece of paper and everyone is trying to tell me what color I should be, when all I really want is to stay white. Or at least have time to choose my own colors. I don’t want anyone to tell me what to do, or who to be.
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So much of what I’m experiencing is confusing enough, and then the added opinions and advice throw my mind into a whirlwind.

I’m exhausted trying to figure out what I think.
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I’m still just trying to figure out who I am without him.

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